Full Circle

I am not sure how many people actually go back and re-read all their old posts on their blog; but I did. Not sure what prompted it, but it was an interesting read none the less. In fact, I came across a post that was eerily similar to my life now, even though it was written about a year ago. I think that it was nice to see, that I havn't lost my mind and or gone crazy..that my kids have grown and matured, and that some things just never change!! So the post that I was reading was talking about Caleb, and his melt-downs. And in that aspect things have not changed, But in the same post there was talk about Molls and her need to hurt everyone and everything that she comes in contact with. Well, I am excited to say that she has mellowed a bit in that aspect. I am of the mindset that speech has really help her in that are of life. While we still have a lot of things to work on, seeing just the littlest bit of progress is so fullfilling.

And here I sit, trying to find the words to explain what I want to say, while I am trying to stay awake until it's time to wake Sam up at 3am. So now I guess I better explain...Sam is riding..yes riding a motorcycle..up to visit his brother up in Central/Norther Cal. They* the brother, wife and kids* live just out side of Sacramento. I am really nervous...I am scared. I trust him I do.. but I worry about him at the same time. It's a really really long way..and he is going all by himself. I think that it's great what he's doing, I just wish that he wasn't going. So, does that make sense?? I guess the "silver" lining is that he is NOT riding his bike, Esther lent him hers. Thanks Esther!! I really appreciate you doing that for us. Well, I am getting tired and keep deleting, and needing to re-type my whole post..so I am going to vegg out in front of the T.V. with my Tivo!