Mommyhood

It's really hard being a Mommy..You've got all these decisions to make, and you've got to worry about how they affect your kids.... I'm really struggling right now... With a HUGE change for Delilah. She's been doing a really fun/great Joy School. It's been super great and fun for her... It's totally NOT my thing. But I suck it up because I want to do what's best for my kid. Well the past few times, I've noticed..that she's seeming a little bored. I know that she has big siblings to contend with, and I am sure that plays a part. She's really smart, and she likes to be challenged. She counted to 100 today while we were driving home from some errands with minimal help. That's Huge considering that she is 4!! She knows all her ABC's, can write her name. She can almost right all her siblings names as well.  I wonder if Sam and I were a little spoiled with Molly, and the Pre-School program she was in last year... It was Awesome!!! She (Molly) is now in Kinder, and can read at a 1st grade level. We want that for Delilah too!! I am nervous, because she is going to be on the younger end when she starts Kinder... And as her Mom, I want to know that I have done all that I can to make sure she is prepared.

It saddens me a little to know, that she won't be attending her Joy School again in the new year, but I feel as if there is a Huge weight off my shoulders. I know that we are making the right choice for her and for our family. I also know that this means that I will totally have to buckle down and really work with her, But I don't think that it would be an issue. She loves to sit and do Homework when Molly does hers. I know that she is excited for the changes as well, seeing as how she's been asking to go to her "other" preschool class... Guess I should've taken the hint the first few times!! :)