Punk Rock Girl

Friday, September 19, 2008

Just one of those days or weeks, or years...

I am now loving that song by Miley Cyrus (sp?); Just one of those days. Again, not sure if that is the Actual title, but it works for my purposes. I like this song because the lyrics are : everyone has those days, everyone makes mistakes." Sometimes I feel like my whole life is either a HUGE mistake, or just one of those days. That is how this past week has been, I got some new meds and this was the 1st week on them. Not sure if I like them yet. They kinda make me feel like I'm on speed one minuet and pot the next. Not that I really know what either of those drugs make you feel, but based on my expansive Hollywood knowledge of them that's how they make me feel. I have decided that my new mantra is "I'm NOT going to freak out! Just cause everyone thinks I am, doesn't mean I am" Courtesy of Sam's fave movie "Half Baked".

Well, I am trying really hard to relax a bit, you know be more "mellow", in tune with my inner harmony and such. I know I am making like no sense, but to me it makes perfect sense in my head. Not that is saying much. But here it is, me trying my best, and alot of the times failing miserably, but still trying none the less. Yeah Me!!